I've been in a number of situations lately that required the use of flash (and specifically, off-camera flash) to get the desired photograph. I've long since learned that the pop-up flash on your camera does little more than blanket a subject in harsh light. Sure it lets you capture the subject in low-light levels, but usually at the expense of any vibrancy the scene once had. But flash itself is not evil as I once thought. Properly applied it can open up a whole realm of possibilities.
But simply knowing about photographic techniques and actually applying them are two totally different beasts. It takes a lot of repetition to understand the variables, and even more to be able to control them effectively. Unfortunately, for most people this repetition can turn a tolerable experience into a painful one. Obviously I could practice on inanimate objects (or less grumpy people), but I feel that portraiture is a whole other world than still-life photography. Sure they are very similar, but the human element adds a dimension of emotion and unpredictability. And it's the type of photography that I'm least comfortable with, so I want to improve.
So what else is a man to do when his wife has gone off for the evening? Why, take pictures of himself, of course! I think being in control of the flash makes it seem less harsh. More importantly, having the time to make mistakes is critical to the learning process. So I spent an hour or two fiddling with tripods, flash, and camera, making serious faces (or seriously goofy faces?), and hoping that this time I was actually in the picture. I have to admit that being on the other side of the lens is a very odd experience... but I wasn't about to let that stop me!
The results? Mostly crappy photos that I won't be sharing. But I did learn a bit more about diffusing light, and also a bit more about how to control my own flash (it's an old Vivitar flash that's actually made for a Canon *hiss*). I am fairly pleased with one of the photos though. I've given it a bit of a scrub in Lightroom and Photoshop Elements. Let me know what you think.




